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sian to the max.

  • Jul. 19th, 2008 at 6:46 PM
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instead of rushing to go training. here i am blogging.
still unmotivated. still messed up.

i dont feel any team spirit. i hardly see my team mates.
those whom i do see...
it's like everyone's marching to the beat of a different drum.

Kwa's smirking comes to mind.

training recently has been quite drab. swimming less than 1k each time.
haiii...sian ji pua.

yes, yes i do understand that everybody have got their own things to take care of...like work, school, other ccas, clubbing, kids, friends, babies, gf, bf, ex-bfgf, mother, father, psycho bosses, psycho colleagues, age, health, injuries...etc. etc. etc.
i can list all them out...yet i still can't help but feel like im wading in the deep end alone.

i thought this year we'd be stronger but i can't see it and worse is that i can't feel it.

congratulations to me!~

the only good news is jeri's back and mel's better liao.
but that's a very tiny light in the very dark blackness [if there's such a description...]

okok be grateful there's at least some light.

aaaaaaiiiiii i need to stop sighing...

going for the shape run tomorrow and all i can feel is...pure sian-ess.
have to wake up at 5.45am, get ready and then deposit bag at 6.30 or so run starts at 7.30.
bleah.

i need to stop harping on things i cannot change.
yup yup, don't harp...
let everything die a very quiet death.

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